Have you ever wanted to relive moments in your life? Most probably happy or fulfilling moment(s)? You cling on to that memory in your brain and just close your eyes, experiencing every moment step by step, second by second. It could be your first love, the first date, your first achievement in school, the highest point of your career, that moment you know you are in love, the first connection you have with that person.
Though these are all examples of living in the past, but what does it matter if they make you happy? You derive your own ecstasy and overwhelm yourself with positivity, I think this is how you can make life more endurable. You indulge yourself in these moments and almost numb yourself from the negativity in your current life/moment. It gives you a temporary surge of hope until reality hits you again.
Perhaps some people don't relive moments but create new ones. This is why us humans are such great beings; the power of our imagination, cognition and emotions are almost limitless. What's your ecstasy? For me, I love love, I think love is such a powerful emotion, not just towards people but towards what you do. When you love what you do and are surrounded by people you love and who love you, you are basically winning in life. Nothing beats knowing that someone will always be there for you and knowing that what you are going to do the next moment is what you love.
To put it simply, my life goal is returning home to my loved ones from doing what I love.
To my loved one, sometimes when I look at you, I just cannot believe that we actually happened. From the day we first met, to our first date, to our second, third and so on, to now. It still feels so surreal to me. To have someone like you to love me, this is the great love I've been pining for. You're my ecstasy, one who makes me go sugar-high even just by walking or being by your side.